Speaking of blogs- I am going to be a guest blogger tomorrow for a group called Hello Grief. The post won’t be live until 9:00 am tomorrow. I’ll post the link tomorrow so you can read it. I did not do a good job. I thought they just wanted quotes to use in their own blog. But they ended up using several women’s posts for individual blogs. If I had known I would have written much more and “tried” to do a better job. It is done anyway so I should just be happy that some of my thoughts are getting out there. It is a blog on how running helped in my healing.
I am amazed at how many thoughts and emotions run through my mind in any given day. I am so happy that that feeling of such a heavy heart left me around the end of October of 2012. There were still days of feeling that horrible heavy heart, but it wasn’t’ a daily occurrence like it had been.
I’m tired tonight. I have been getting up very early to run with friends in the morning. I hope to start recounting memories of R, but also of that first year- what I remember of it.