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Now Choose Life

This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live- Deut 30:19 A 50ish woman who has chosen to live in the midst of tragedy and move forward by choosing life. Welcome to the journey!!

June 13, 2015

I'm getting married!!

Yes- I'm getting married.  Dr. T asked me to marry him over Thanksgiving.  It was something we both knew we needed and wanted!!

In the midst of all the excitement, there is still sadness.  I can't really put in to words what I am feeling.  Is it just another way of saying good-bye to R?  Is it that I am leaving my job and friends to move and leave the support that I have had these past three years?  --- I guess it is all of that.  It is just a weird feeling.

But I am going to move forward and keep going- and yes- I will look back because I want to look back.  I don't want to move forward and never look back... I had a good past.  I know it is hard for some people to see me make this move-- they have been vocal about it.  But there are many who have done nothing but encourage me.  I will forever be grateful for those people.

I will face next Saturday with excitement and happiness- but it will be a strange day.  I know when I get on the other side of it that all will be fine!!

I follow One Fit Widow and her post today was about going with the flow... you can't swim against the flow forever-  that is what I plan to do!
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